Thursday, February 4, 2010

anxiety

Today my mood is not so bad... but I feel very anxious and I'm not sure why. This happens sometimes, I feel anxious, act anxiously, but I don't exactly know what it is I am worried about.

Possible worries? Money. Family - I feel guilty for not talking to them enough, and also worried about certain interactions with them. Friends - who are really my friends? What do they really think of me? Fear of isolation. Work - will I be able to find another job? Can I manage on little money? Will my job cause more anxiety? Study - will I do well this time? will anything good come of it? centrelink, bills, house inspections, the cleaning that needs to be done, the things I need to find money to buy for my place, will I be able to keep taking care of my cats, will I lost the things that matter to me, do people approve of me? will I be able to keep it all together? what will I do if things fall apart?